Ammu, March 8th 2018
To me my mother became very important when I used to visit India with my students of the University course "Development studies with reference to India".
The students came to India during summer vacations and worked at Coimbatore University and villages near by for their field work. After 1 month they went back and I stayed over to spend time with Mummy..
Ammachy lived at Ammalloor after we sold off our house at Eraviparoor. She also had a tenant - the Ubadeshi 's family who took care of her..
She and I spent quality time talking. Every morning ammachy would bring coffee to my bed to wake me.
I arranged a telephone for her at Amalloor and took the auto with her to visit chakuttypapen and Annamamma at kuryanoor. Mummy could visit them only when we visited her. Chackuttypappen came for his weekly visit to Amalloor to see if ammachy needed any help. So did Mathukuttychayan. Jaya and Thomachen came every Sunday to pick her up for Church and lunched together. Ammachy drew good luck to herself because she was such a good person.
I used to go back emotionally recovered from India back to Sweden after this visit.
When ammachy passed away I could not get away to India and Leela managed everything in Delhi. But I remember smelling sweet smell of roses (thats how good clean spiritual energies smell) in my flat the next night after her funeral. This energy was gentle and palpable. Over time I have matured spiritually and developed the ability to sense subtle energies on occassions. My spiritual friends told me it could have been mummy´s spirit which came to visit me and bid me goodbye.
I have since then, experienced ammachy´s spiritual energy at my cousin Bessy´s home in Norway. Why? I also sense watchful energies (often Bengt´s) in my vicinity, probably because I live alone.
Always when I experience my personality in different ways, I can trace it to some personality qualities in my appachen and ammachy. I experience a lot of similarities between Leela and me also - our voices being one and our way of being.
To me my mother became very important when I used to visit India with my students of the University course "Development studies with reference to India".
The students came to India during summer vacations and worked at Coimbatore University and villages near by for their field work. After 1 month they went back and I stayed over to spend time with Mummy..
Ammachy lived at Ammalloor after we sold off our house at Eraviparoor. She also had a tenant - the Ubadeshi 's family who took care of her..
She and I spent quality time talking. Every morning ammachy would bring coffee to my bed to wake me.
I arranged a telephone for her at Amalloor and took the auto with her to visit chakuttypapen and Annamamma at kuryanoor. Mummy could visit them only when we visited her. Chackuttypappen came for his weekly visit to Amalloor to see if ammachy needed any help. So did Mathukuttychayan. Jaya and Thomachen came every Sunday to pick her up for Church and lunched together. Ammachy drew good luck to herself because she was such a good person.
I used to go back emotionally recovered from India back to Sweden after this visit.
When ammachy passed away I could not get away to India and Leela managed everything in Delhi. But I remember smelling sweet smell of roses (thats how good clean spiritual energies smell) in my flat the next night after her funeral. This energy was gentle and palpable. Over time I have matured spiritually and developed the ability to sense subtle energies on occassions. My spiritual friends told me it could have been mummy´s spirit which came to visit me and bid me goodbye.
I have since then, experienced ammachy´s spiritual energy at my cousin Bessy´s home in Norway. Why? I also sense watchful energies (often Bengt´s) in my vicinity, probably because I live alone.
Always when I experience my personality in different ways, I can trace it to some personality qualities in my appachen and ammachy. I experience a lot of similarities between Leela and me also - our voices being one and our way of being.
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